Swallow

Swallow it down
These words I meant to say
The things that hold my breath
Deep inside these lungs
Beating heart
Faster
Harder
Choking on words
Irrational absolution
Boundaries
Betrayed
Words left to say
To be said
Displayed to all the world
As evil incarnate
Blame laid
Guilt ridden
Hollow
I’ve been hollowed out
By you
For you
For your hatred to flow through me
Permeating
Rising
Coursing through these veins
Tell me it’s over
I’ll end this
Tell me it’s okay
Won’t you tell me it will all be okay
Never
Will it never be?
Can it ever be?

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