not sure what to call this nonsense…

Sometimes when you find love

it doesn’t make sense

it isnt right

and it may hurt like hell

but you have to experience it

nonetheless

to understand what it is

and where it is leading you

life isn’t as perfect

as some may lead

you to believe

and life may not be as bad

as some would like you

to see it

you have to live it

to see

and you have to live it

to feel

that not everything works out right

but not everything

that doesn’t work out is wrong

it’s all about perspective

and what you see as real

and what you seem to think

and what you tend to feel

Not everything is as perfect

as the cloudy bluish sky

by I have stopped wondering

I no longer ask why

sometimes you find love

and sometimes it finds you

and sometimes things dont work out

quite as well as you had hoped them too

but you decide

to just go with the flow

not sure where it’ll lead you

not sure where you will go

but trusting in your instincts

to lead you where you need to be

to lead you away from

all that is hazardous for we

Soul Searching

I’ve had to do some searching
Down deep within my soul
I kept looking for that missing piece
Forgetting what made me whole
I had hid in every darkened doorway
And run from every chance at light
I’ve found every reason to be angry
And always picked a fight
I let myself believe I was the victim
Even though I was usually in the wrong
I can’t believe I let it happen
Especially for so long
But life has taught me lessons
Ones I’d heard but never learned
That things do not come easy
Only with work can they be earned
So search my soul I did
And my heart spilled out
For once I sat and listened to its words
Finally understanding what this life’s about
So today I start living
Forgetting all that try to drag me down
Staying afloat in this crazy ocean of emotions
Without the fear that I will drown