Sleepless night restless again so many thoughts run through my head I've gotten lost inside these walls waiting here for myself to fall into slumber drown out the screams off to a happy place within my dreams
My head lies on the pillow awaiting for a dream to sweep me up and away from here away from everything that I have seen The lights get to be too bright will you dim them down a bit for me? There's so much in this darkness that I have yet to get a chance to see Something evil may be lurking but those chances are pretty low Under the spark of a shooting star I can wander around forever ever knowing where I will go This dream will be a journey one that will take me to places I've never been Imagination gets to run wild not destined to run in place I am free within my head to roam wherever I want inside this space So vast No more reasons to hide myself I can finally outrun my damaged past Away from pain, and anger I can leave them far behind For I am finally a free bird when I get lost inside my mind
Whilst everyone else does slumber,
I merely lie on this old bed.
A simple task this is I know,
but I’ve got these demons dancing in my head.
They keep me held captive,
within my thoughts, I have no self control.
Contemplating my tragic endings,
raking me hot across these coals.
Repenting misery inducted upon myself
Hell hath no misdirected fury,
Found guilty of self inflictions,
by my inner judge, and jury.
Slowly breaking the ice as you chisel away at my heart. Tearing the wounds wide open, revealing everything that is evil underneath this flesh. A demon delving deeper into the burning ruins that once held the spark of a pure soul. Tossing and turning in the flames inside of this self contained pit of anguish. As the fire consumes, the vestige of my tormented soul diminishes. If I fall any further into the blaze I will not make it out dead or alive. I am destined to be the dust that settles, lying in wait, for something to come by and disturb me in my everlasting slumber.
~heart & soul~