That One…

There will always be that one…
                           who got away
   that was never meant to be 
                          who, no matter what
     would always understand
                            and no matter where you were
     would always hold your hand

That one…
                              who took his time
             breaking you into bits
                          who swore that the future held forever
               when he loved only day to day
                that you loved with all your heart
                            but no amount of love would make him stay

That one…
           who, when times got tough
                         he looked the other way
who, when temptation looked him in the eye
              he went outside to play
                            who lied to save himself
while keeping you at bay

That one…
                       who had everything
       and he gave it all away
                    who was poison on the lips 
      and pain within my heart
who's one forsaken kiss
                 had surely killed me from the start
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And Counting…

It’s been 7 months and counting,
since I last set eyes upon your face.
You didn’t bother with a goodbye kiss,
as you left me in this place.

So here I sit inside my head,
left alone to reminisce.
A different time, a different place
with all the memories I have missed.

Our yesterday has passed us by,
and I fear tomorrow is not on it’s way.
Losing the light inside of me,
more and more, each and every day

This lonesome road I walk along,
is riddled with other peoples lies.
Where does that leave me?
I’ve got nowhere left to hide.

I’ll wander until my time is up,
although this is not how I want to live.
But after everything I’ve lost this time,
there is nothing left to give.

One Last Kiss

In the midst of the hate and the anger I am reborn. To live amongst the saddened and the hopeless. To feel the breaking of the heart and the tearing of my seams. In sorrow I am spoken, with words you’ll never hear. Slow burning of my body, cold rush upon my lips. An eye that glares unnerving, and slow yet sudden twitch. Forever in this darkness, I’d succumb for one last kiss.

~heart & soul~