There will always be that one… who got away that was never meant to be who, no matter what would always understand and no matter where you were would always hold your hand That one… who took his time breaking you into bits who swore that the future held forever when he loved only day to day that you loved with all your heart but no amount of love would make him stay That one… who, when times got tough he looked the other way who, when temptation looked him in the eye he went outside to play who lied to save himself while keeping you at bay That one… who had everything and he gave it all away who was poison on the lips and pain within my heart who's one forsaken kiss had surely killed me from the start
It’s been 7 months and counting,
since I last set eyes upon your face.
You didn’t bother with a goodbye kiss,
as you left me in this place.
So here I sit inside my head,
left alone to reminisce.
A different time, a different place
with all the memories I have missed.
Our yesterday has passed us by,
and I fear tomorrow is not on it’s way.
Losing the light inside of me,
more and more, each and every day
This lonesome road I walk along,
is riddled with other peoples lies.
Where does that leave me?
I’ve got nowhere left to hide.
I’ll wander until my time is up,
although this is not how I want to live.
But after everything I’ve lost this time,
there is nothing left to give.
In the midst of the hate and the anger I am reborn. To live amongst the saddened and the hopeless. To feel the breaking of the heart and the tearing of my seams. In sorrow I am spoken, with words you’ll never hear. Slow burning of my body, cold rush upon my lips. An eye that glares unnerving, and slow yet sudden twitch. Forever in this darkness, I’d succumb for one last kiss.
~heart & soul~