I’m a fool
I fool myself into believing in people and love and lies
I fool myself into thinking this time will be different
This one will be different
That I’ll be different
I fool myself into listening to people and bullshit and lies
I fool myself into believing that the grass can be greener on the other side of the fence
Only to realize that I am that which creates the poison
That which grows the toxic roots that spread amongst everything I touch
I am a fool
I’ve been fooled into believing in people and lies and myself